I can feel my body ache
At the thought of your arms around her
I can hear my brain shouting through caves
And the echo bounces off my skull
"Not good enough"
"Not good enough"
"Not"
"Good"
"Enough"
I can feel my heart crumbling
And God it hurts this time
My skin cracks and bruises
where your hands have laid
My lungs are drowning in tears
I didn't know I had.