There was these moments I was floating above jets pushing out warm bubbles Inebriated, my muscles dragging limply my waterlogged fingers tracing your skin as you smiled down at me and told me it would all be okay.
The alcohol had given me a clear head and the pool was allowing me to disregard my muscles and remain suspended as you held me up to keep my head above water and my eyes were closed but I could feel your hands and your breath and in that moment it was all okay.
I don't know if we ever will be okay or if we can chase each other's monsters away for very long but for that moment I believed we were and while we had each other could be okay.