I feel like the whole world is pushing me
Pushing me to my knees
I collapse under all the pressure
I let out a high pitched scream
The world laughs at my attempts to fight back
To fight back and forcefully react
My attempt is passive
I fall down with impact
The world makes me lose my mind
Lose my mind and slowly is killing me inside
I fall as they tear my heart open
They then make me blind
I'm wishing they would just **** me
**** me now because I have already accepted defeat
They ask if I have any last words before I die
I say "Just finish me off so I can be free"
I wake up in a familiar room
The sun is shining so I assume its the afternoon
I get up, glad it was all just a dream
And I let out a sigh of relief
It was just a nightmare I tell myself
But know I know there is such thing as Hell
I go back to my bed and lay back down
And go back under the sleeping spell