yesterday i felt i was losing you and lay awash with fear but when today you held me tight and wrapped yourself around me , and squeezed my wrists and slid my sleeves down and wiped away my tears; when you silenced the cry of my veins and restricted my desire to bleed and embraced me and fought my demons for me; when you whispered to me not to give in, i was home and i was so safe, and you were my haven.