my repeated words
and i am sorrys
may bother you

but know that
every apology
comes with a
silent i love you

so i am
sorry for
showing
the demons
i hid

i am sorry
for the
flowers
i let rot

I am sorry
for not telling
you i love you
when you needed it

and I am sorry
for not holding
your hand
when you were
in the dark

I am sorry
for watching
the stars glow
instead of
watching you
dim your lights

but mostly,
i am sorry
for making
you believe
that my
love had
it's dues