why did I fall in love so early? we used to say we were lucky for finding 'the one' before anyone else. we used to think of love as a positive. I used to think of love as a positive. I'm sure he still does as he hopelessly loves the girl that doesn't think about him. I'm sure he's perfectly fine because to him she's perfectly made. I was left with nothing. torn apart by words and betrayal. left to wipe up puddles of pain sprinkled across my floor. there's too many to count. there's too many to clean. so I dwell in my sadness. chained to my past trying to move on with this feeling in my gut, "I do."