Here's another night
Where my thoughts drift to you
You told me, leave, move on, let it go
I've tried I swear
I've tried to trash what I felt
I've tried to destroy the love
But love can't be destroyed
I've tried to use and abuse other peoples love
So I could make up for your love
But it isn't the same
No one loved me to the elements like you did
No one wants to give me the stars like you did
I feel so empty sometimes without you
Wondering if you think about me
Even though I know you've forgotten about me
Hoping you'll read what I write
Wondering if my words will pull one of your heart's strings
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I hate this
I can say I've never felt a love like this
To the point of desperation and humiliation
I've never felt so drawn to someone and felt like I was missing a part of myself
Like the other half of me is just lingering amongst the earth without me
Searching. . .
Looking. . .
For something or someone that isn't me. . .
**-sxmx