I'm not saying I've fallen for you I'm still not sure but you said you loved me and I think maybe I could love you too if you were a better you and I know I shouldn't ask you to change but you've been gone for a while and no one knows where you went and I'm hoping that when you get back you'll be better and maybe then we'd have a chance and I know this is wrong of me to think but I keep thinking it because you said you love me and it's been four years and you still do so I think I have time to decide how I feel and you'll still be here waiting for me or maybe you won't I don't know what you think of me at this point I don't know if you'll keep waiting but I hope you will. I hope you still love me. I know that's selfish, but I hope you do. I think I might love you, if you give me a chance to.
I know I feel something but I don't know what it is.