I knew
I was just another,
your antihero,
a notch for
your sweet pleasure.

Despite
my foregone conclusion,
I succumbed
to your wild-****-ways,
enjoyed an illusion with you
I wanted to
call real love.

I went down on you,
'cause I believed
in your beauty,
inside & out,
such a cutie,
heavenly from above.

Your whole being
I reveled in
& to leave
some of me
inside of you
was worth
the ton of heartache
I felt when you
were gone
the next morning.

I want you
to know darling,
I kept the pair
of flowered-*******
you left crumpled
under my empty bed,
the ones with
the tiny roses on them.

They're mine now,
do you miss them?