if not in me then in who if not in me do you put your faith in God? who you know does not exist. if not with me then for no one is it to hear. I am an old soul growing senile and would not mind a story sometimes i feel it my destiny to always be alone and have many loves sometimes i feel i will have to walk this earth 12 times and that ive already gone around 6 though still in my youth still surrounded by those i love I know they will fade and love will be the first passion to fizzle out and then my bedroom will be full of rage and all the other passions which are harder to exhaust