Telling me to learn how to not take things too seriously is like telling me to learn patience in a day. It takes time to learn. I am not going to acquire a new personality over night. I can't undo my feelings. I can't help the way I react. Your words have an effect on me, no matter how much you try to deny it. Why can't you understand that? I always do things wrong and when I attempt to do things right, you always find a way to make them meaningless. Why can't you just accept me the way I am, flaws and all? Why are constantly trying to change me? I thought love was unconditional.
Yours came with terms and conditions.
But when will the box I clicked for 'accept' pass your line of vision?
I'm trying my best.
Sometimes I feel you aren't.

- y.j.r.