Glaring at the pain-inspiring screen Trying to come to terms with what I see Motionlessly soaking in As my mind tries to deceive itself while filling itself with doubt, regret and remorse
The tears begin to gather and stream down the valley of my face Dampening my shirt and shattering my heart Failing to breath I am unable to look anywhere else Staring uncontrollably and trying to come up with some explanation
I see it before me but am not able to accept it
Why did this happen What did I do to deserve this
Hours later Laying in my bed Unable to sleep Cannot shake the image of what was seen on that feed
Just a short break
Her face besides that of another man Has done nothing more than obliterate my heart and ability to put my faith in anyone
Those words "just a short break" echoing in my mind.