It's taken months for me to realize
That I can no longer dream if you
And still feel like a sane person
Or even remain remotely whole

Time has been harsh not helpful
With moving on from your eyes
And sweet smile even though
It gets me every god ****** time

Love was something I feared
It was something I needed from you
However it has become very clear
That we are long in the past

Everyday I attempt to say goodbye
While everyday I am forced to see you
It's a constant cycle of pain, regret, and
Longing for something so unattainable

But I will continue to say goodbye
I will let go of this anchor one day
Because I know I am far better off
Without you anyway