it would be entirely selfish of me
and too much to ask of you
to keep our attempt at love
a secret from the world

it would be a terrible shame
if we decided to part ways
i wouldn't survive
no i couldn't

it would be all on me if i asked
for you to chose us not her
and you missed out while
also losing our friendship

it is such a challenge to last
i don't know how to love
but i pray for a miracle
like maybe we would