terror is a friend
a close one
the kind of friend
kind enough to warm me
away from the things
that might **** me
like places where people
are real people
not rotgut drunks
stuck in the mud
like me
the real people are the nightmare
without them
i wouldn't see what i don't have
or can't have
or shouldn't have
but the terror keeps me safe
drink up it says
then maybe the real people
might get blurry
and look more like me
then i can pretend
that i am them
that is what the terror
can abide