sometimes, I part my lips to speak, the words don't come out; my lips begin to dry, slowly as I breathe in air there's something wrong with me what do I do? what is wrong with me? I wish I could please people, I wish people could please me, and people come and go, they can be amazing, rarely though but for some reason I ruin it I ruin everything I am a cancer I hate people people hate me I ruin everything I hate everything I hate me