**** me slowly with a dagger.
Stab it in my wrist and twist it around.
Keep your hand on my chest to feel my gasps.
Keep your ear near my mouth to feel my screams.
Keep your knees on my hip to feel my struggle.
Keep your eyes locked on mine to see my humanity
Until I fade away.

**** me quickly with a gun.
Point it at my brain and fire away.
Keep your hand pressed against your thigh to hide the shaking.
Keep your ear ringing from the echo of the shot.
Keep your knees strong so they don't buckle.
Keep your eyes locked on mine to see my humanity
Until I drop to the ground.

**** me quietly with myself.
Put it in my mind and watch me follow through.
Keep my hand near my mouth to feed me the pills.
Keep my ears turned away from the thoughts in my head.
Keep my knees near my chest as I curl up to die.
Keep my eyes locked on the darkness of my eyelids
Until I fall asleep.