Something to look forward to.
Someone to see my happiness glisten in her eyes. Someone to hold.
Someone to carry.
Someone to lift their life when their head is heavy. Someone to mend my wounds
and someone to set me free from my demons
and back towards the truth.
She was someone I sought to have
and someone I sought to love.
But now I lay in a bathtub
Drowning in my self inflicted blood.