You are a constant reminder of the pain all the guilt and all the shame. Why would you think it would ever be the same after you played your little game? Are you looking for a reason to leave? Your heart is completely deceived. All the reasons and excuses you send will only make you the loser in the end. Truer love has not ever been made and all you want to do is throw it away.
*Nobody can make you feel guilty unless you already are.*