tonight i walked out of the house and sat in my car it was the kind of night that you remember i sat there for minutes, thinking of all the memories that make me, we, happy i imagined what would happen if i showed up at your house at 10:58 p.m. your mother wondering why the hell you chose me, out of all the other girls in north central iowa you, are the winter turning into spring the slush on the side of the road the puddles little kids jump into i am the april showers and you? may flowers.