and then I felt so alone the moments where decisions veered then vanished to a place once called home without a thought and a distant destination to go when even you yourself does not come to know though faith and a big heart grow while as you know the earth grows old and the size of world grows smaller and my sense of being is lower than low the tendency of your thoughts compare to the sound still sea, blue infinity, deep sincerity like the morning brings clarity after the night moon releases you into sought after sleep and weβre free again and again youβre found and humbled existence, I am, we are to be