Sunshine wakeup call. Text best friend morning. Meet old best friend. Talk about new best friend. Get attitude. Get told the truth. Eat and say bye. Go home and work. Text best friend and JUST SAY HI. Spend the rest of the day. Hoping you'd say more. Go to sleep testing best friend. They text back. They wait for you to make the move. You stare at the phone for an hour. You wish u made the move this weekend. You say - - well. I can try again next weekend. And your repeat until it's too late. - too late as they are with someone else now. Why do we do this to ourselves. Why. Why. Why. Why.