Your voice is echoing again and again in my mind
Had we really talked today?
Like nothing was wrong?
Like we still knew each other?
And it was not only for a moment, but for hours
We laughed and talked with friends and amongst ourselves
Calling each other by name
Saying funny stories
Mentioning teachers we hated

Secretly, I yearned for this communication
Because I was in the dark for so long
But I fear it
Because of my someone special
I don't want to get caught up again
Caught in your nerdy charisma
That seems to trip me up every time
**** It
Just don't let me do the same thing to my someone special
That you did to me
I don't want to continue the cycle
Of being caught up on somebody that you used to know

Being friends would be perfectly okay
If only it were possible