there are so
so
so
so
so
so many things
i wish i would i have said

your smile
could light up even
the darkest of rooms

your eyes
two deep
dark
enchanting
pools of electric green water
that i hopelessly wish
i could drown myself in

your skin
soft and warm
against my own

****, i miss that  

the way you furrow your brows
when you're working on homework
or reading an interesting book

the way your hair
would always look like you just got out of bed
never styled
or brushed

ha

i always thought that was really cute

my favorite thing about you
is the fact that you
do
not
care about other people's opinion
you didn't care what people thought about us
and knowing that...
i really ****** up

i wish i would have told you these thing when we were together
because
little did you know
i loved everything about you
still love everything about you

and every ******* day that goes by
i live with regret pumping through my veins
for not telling you these thing when we were in love

so thats why im writing you this letter
handwritten
because i remember you telling me
"handwritten letters are more meaningful"

FOR ALL THE THINGS I WISHED I SAID TO YOU BUT CANT ANYMORE BECAUSE

you're gone
and well....
*******
i miss you

*I.I.