As humans we struggle, when we miss seeing God, we feel abandon. But what we fail to see that its him that is carrying us through this. For he knows when we are drained of strength and ready to fall. But he wants us to keep moving toward the prize set before us. So he will carry us through these difficult times that we are in. Because he want others to see him in us, so that they too will seek him. So do not fear him forsaking you, because he will not ever leave us. We need to just trust that he is doing the work for us when we fail to see him.