sometimes i wonder why i let you get to
me even now.
                         you're a pig.
        you took me places i didn't know i
                         would go.
                                & it was all hell.
                        all of it maimed me.
             you ****** me up even now.
                               my life is new.
                             & all the old parts
            were locked away in memory.
                 but you're just as real as today.
              how pathetic we both were.
                                   the both of us.
                               i hope you choke on your
                                lying tongue.
                                               i
                                            was
                                           prey