i think i hate you .


      but i don't know
I DON'T KNOW anything anymore .



you've wrecked it all because you were
                                                                       born

i was born
i was born
to wreck you .


I was born
to wreck
                  you .

I was born
to ruin you.
you were innnocent.    
                  i woke
a sleeping monster
   inside you
that made you what you are


all you did was follow
the bread crumbs i left you.
you followed.
                    you followed.
but i lead you.
        "it's okay" i said
it's okay.

'Don't think twice, it's all
            right.'

     'I'll let you be in
my dreams
                  if i can be in yours.'

that's what you said.
                       why did i welcome you
                  in mine?
Everything i know told me to
think twice.
                    Now it can never
be all right. Your dreams were not a dream
you only dreamt a dream of a dream .
        a dream girl a dream doll.
                                   A toy.
                           for your chest.
                                                to fill a hole in your
              chest but there was never a hole.
                               Just a sore.
                         i can never heal it for
you.
                it's not my role . i don't fit.
                                      an odd piece in your
                              ****** up puzzle.



                No one fit that
                            piece.

                       you're an oddity
                           in & of itself.