March 16, 2013 It's been two years since we first met. We've never been how I imagined. Tonight I heard an old song and thought of you. But I don't think I miss you anymore.
May 23, 2013 This might be chance number ten. I've let you walk in my life once more. I told myself we'd be friends, but we both know it's never been just that.
August 12, 2013 I let you in, farther than anyone had ever come. You witnessed my most vulnerable stage and comforted me after. I was crazy to think this could be more than what it had been for so long.
September 26, 2013 It's been weeks since I've seen your face or felt those lips. I start to break, and let my mind get the best of me. I walk away, the distance is daring.
October 11, 2013 I saw this look in your eyes; hopelessness and unsatisfaction. I hold you in my arms and tell you I love you. Chances are given and good comes to those who wait. Your sweet words reel me in and that soft touch, I let you have me
November 20, 2013 I've thought of your goofy smile all day. The simple feeling of missing you and the conversation we just shared fill me.
December 14, 2013 I think I've recently fallen for you once more. I wonder if you've seen any good movies lately, and if your mother has asked about me.
January 4, 2014 Another tally added to the list. All the times we shared I was just allowing you to tear me apart. I'm starting to hate you, and how wonderful of a human you were and how I wasn't good enough for you to give it your all.
February 5, 2014 Insomnia got me tonight. I wonder if you're laying awake at an ungodly hour like you usually do. I'm balling now, going on hour three. I can't seem to pinpoint where we went wrong. I don't miss you. I miss having someone to feel close to and someone I could tell stupid jokes to.
March 2014 You only cross my mind if that song comes on the radio. I don't miss you anymore. Sometimes I miss the way you made me feel. But I've got something so much better, and I thank you for showing me what I deserve. It wasn't you. I don't love you anymore.
four years. only one made a difference. finally, goodbye. RPE.