Who am I telling this to?
Myself, my mom, or no one at all.

Let me sleep away the stress.
Give me a break from the pressure.
Close my eyes to my denial that I am falling
falling helplessly into deep sadness.

I don't care if I miss dinner;
my dreams are much more filling.

So what if I miss a few calls?
I rather talk to no one.

All I want to do is cry
and be by myself.
I need room to revel in
my self pity.

So let me sleep. Let me sleep forever.
Let me forget everything through sleep.