Your voice was the engine of my car turning over The noise of the radio cackling Fm stations whispering quickly before disappearing like the moon behind clouds The driveway of your ex boyfriend's house cold and empty I could see his tire tracks on your neck Your muscles contracting like car doors slamming shut I could her your mind tick tocking a plan sputtering to life and the wheels setting it in motion You grab a rock in your hubcap hands kick it threw a window like gravel beneath your training wheel wrists Twisting and turning and drifting I followed you as your google mapped memory traced a route through his hallways and closed doors Until you found the framed 2x5 inch photo booth picture reel he kept of you Noisily you shook it off the wall and we unlocked all his doors Your high beam brown eyes shouted at me until God struck life back into my car You threw the picture out on the Veteran's Memorial Discarded it and the memory like cigarette butts hoping that could remove the cancer too You crashed that weekend You sputtered to life briefly Turning over before dying