you put me up on a podium
and forced me to talk about recovery
when I was barely tasting it

and now you sound so angry
why are you so surprised
that your least favorite daughter
is still falling apart

I'm playing hide and seek
with the shadows in my heart
the dogs are chasing me
i think I'm losing this game

i may be writing songs
but I'm barely holding on
whats the ******* point
anymore

give me a reason to breathe
because I'm fading fast
and life is pointless

give me a reason to hold on
because I'm letting go
my life is ******* pointless