some feelings I drowned on the west coast
by sophia-s
sometimes I still choke on how much I love you
and the shower makes me cry
because I remember getting caught
in the rain with you
I'm sick of holding my breath
like I'm at the bottom of the Atlantic
and I'm waiting for you to love me again
for a while I found comfort
in losing my oxygen
but now I'm tired
of the way I love you unconditionally
and the fact that it's been months
since you last called me
my chest is so black and blue and bruised
and I will not be the kind of girl
to bend over backwards for you
if you ever want to find me
I will be standing ankle deep
in the Pacific
and breathing