For almost my whole life , I felt overwhelming sorrow. But as of lately, I realize that my sorrow was cause by ill-thinking. For I have been deceived into wrong way thinking the whole time. For I have not been rejected, for there are many that still love me. I am not unlovable, but through Christ my Savior I am special. Everyone is special, because even through their trials in life. They are still in love with our precious Lord and Savior. Christ will never ever give up on us, it is we that gives up on him. For he loved us enough to died on the cross for each of us.