It’s not that I don’t want to be with you…
It’s not that I don’t like to be with you…
But,
My conceptions have made me this way…
My learning has overshadowed my mind space…
My thoughts are altered by others views…
My views are modified with others sayings…

It’s not that I don’t want to be with you…
It’s not that I don’t like to be with you…
But,
What should I do my dear…?
I can’t help myself…
I am trying to be in the colours of your world…
But my other past world still holds on to me…

It’s not that I don’t want to be with you…
It’s not that I don’t like to be with you…
But,
Please show some patience to me…
Please give some time to me…
Please provide me the comfort to be with you…
Please care for my heart…

It’s not that I don’t want to be with you…
It’s not that I don’t like to be with you…
But,
My heart has been broken many at times so far…
It’s hard to believe you will show patience to me…
It’s hard to believe you will give some time to me…
It’s hard to believe you will comfort me to be with you…
It’s hard to believe that you will care for my heart…

It’s not that I don’t want to be with you…
It’s not that I don’t like to be with you…
But,
It’s really hard to fall in love again…
To be the same as I was before…
Its time who will tell me who is the one for me…
Till then…
We both have to be patient to hold on to see that…
Is it true…that I want to be with us…?
Is it true…that I like to be with us…?