I think about the way I would hold you If you were with me at night The gentle way my hands would fold themselves Across your hips And the soft canvas of your skin Brushing against the drying paint of mine The way my hands would fall into the grooves Of your collarbone Like snow falling on tree branches My fingers like snowflakes fluttering down On your neck And how Iād carefully cover your mouth with my palm So no one would hear your screams As I throttled you until your neck snapped