And I’m rapidly going insane,

with these crazy thoughts inside my brain.

I try to push them out, to hold on tight,

but it gets the hardest to do so this time of night.

I wish I could just step off this roller coaster, and hold on to something stable,

but that will never happen until I’m flat on the table

So i must push forwards with all these thoughts,

continuing this battle that must always be fought.


-m.j.