I always thought
I'd never be able
to stop missing you
but now,
I don't need you to
want me
or miss me
or hold me
or kiss me
because I have him
and he is not a distraction from you
like the others were
he is so much more than a sweet kiss
to help me forget the feel of your lips
and I want you to know that

he wants me, more than just sometimes
and misses me, even though I'm not absent
and holds my body so close, I feel like a part of him
and kisses my lips as if he can't breathe with out them

because you didn't
and I'm starting to believe that
that's going to be okay with me
which is something I never thought I'd be
without you;
okay.

- a.f.