I wanted to get to you, I swear
But my shoes have holes in them
I wanted to take you on a date
But I had to go to the office on Monday
I wanted to show you I love you
But I dont have spare change to
Take the bus to see you

I wanted to have passion for you
but I was too hungry to function
I wanted to touch you and make you feel wanted
but the umbrella I was looking for wasn't found and I couldn't leave the house without it and then my mother asked me to do a chore

I wanted to show you I'm growing, changing and evolving
but let me be depressed, destructive and avoidant of any sort of reality
I wanted you to get the real picture
but I ran out of minutes on my phone to talk to you

Let you think and feel on your own
I'm done trying to prove myself to you!
By the way I'm much happier now that I could write and be alone.

No one will ever treat you any differently
and I love you.