Trying to push away
This feeling crawling beneath my skin,
Putting my head in my hands,
Always giving up, always giving in.
I guess this is what
It feels like to be hurt so badly
You just want to disappear.
I guess this is what
It feels like to be
Stabbed in the chest.
I guess this is what
It feels like to always have you near.
Everywhere I turn I see
Something that reminds me if you.
Everytime I round a corner
I see your face.
Everyday I suffer from wounds
That barely explain
What I'm going through.
You don't know what it's like
To suffer like me.
You don't know how much
Pain passes through my heart
In every degree.
We pass each other everyday
With my face cold as stone.
You grin like there was nothing
Between us.
I guess this is what it feels like to be alone.