Im still hopping that things work out between me and her but right now shes just stressed. her family doesnt seem to care for or about her, her adoptive family doesnt seem to care and her recent ex seems to care but i know hes just using her. i found out about them and the 3 of us talked and he said he wanted to blow his brains out but i said in a fake joking matter that a cianide pill would be faster i hate him. yea he kept her from killikg her self but i tried to and she just pushed me away. My friends all ask me what i think about their bfs and i honestly said it wont last and every single one was right. i didnt and still dont see her and him ladting but she thinks its just because im jelious it is but i really ment it. i really dont see her and him lasting and i dont like seeing her hurt it kills me that i hurt her like i did and i will do everything and anything to make up for it. i just want her to be mine. she said she needs a few days to think and get things straight then i can ask her back. so heres to hope that i get her back for good. and this time i will treat her like i should have.