There’s so much I want to say, so much I want to confess, so much I want you to understand... I wish I could drive you into MY world... And I wish you could switch places with me for once... being me is hard... going through what I go through is hard... u said u was willing to go through it all with me then said you loved me but you obviously didn’t understand why I stopped calling... why I couldn’t call anymore... tired of explaining... don’t know how to explain therefore I must stay with my mouth closed and live the life that I wanted to escape yet I cant why? Because my life holds on to it...