Getting left behind Not being loved No one understanding No one caring are my fears I had a dream I was lost No one tried to find me No one cared No one listened, understood Feeling left out Feeling like no one understands Feeling like No one can hear me when Iām screaming to be heard Destructive behavior I have Wishing I could change Wishing I could make it better Wishing for another chance Wishing for someone who will come and save me from myself. my fears not being heard being left behind not being understood no one caring. how can I disappear? Make people understand. Disappear from this world Show people what it's like to worry, misunderstand, not care. my fears, people laugh people tease people misjudge people misunderstand me. Behind my back, they laugh, tease, hurt, so I can't see them. It hurts. Now, I hide this pain in my heart making sure no one sees my hurt. Pretending to be someone I'm not. Trying so hard to fit in, to cover the scars, trying so hard, to be liked by you. My feelings disappearing No regrets Hoping no one resents me. After my dream ended, I wondered... What am I leaving.. When I leave here? The pain I've caused. The hurt,the disappointments, the worries Hoping, now people understand, people miss, people hear me, and others Forgetting all: all the pain, and hurt I learned to hide inside, buried deep in my heart. No way out My fears...are these..