I smile I laugh I'm happy once again Then I leave I go off on my own My brain starts thinking Gears turning Thoughts blurting Interupting My peaceful, empty mind state I'm spiraling down again... AGAIN? But I was so happy! So happy and true! How can things come and go? Melting awa just like snow? It can't be I don't believe it I wont! But here I am again... AGAIN! Why does it have to be so? I'm standed on an island And island of pain Misfortune Dread But what hurts the most Is that fact that no one NO ONE Sees this "me" When my smile slips from my lips And I am alone In mind and spirit AGAIN...