"Trust your womanly intuition."
But what if I don't want to?
What if my tuition says:
"you can't break the cycle."
Or:
"you're a **** up."

I'm tired of these things.
These things my mind does
To sabotage.
I'm tired of protecting myself
From me.
I'm tired of not having the words
To explain how I feel
In a way that makes sense.

**** intuition.
Can't trust it
Because I can't trust myself
To do the things I say I will:
"Be happy."
"Be productive."
"Be better."
"Forgive."