I had visions of his bedroom in Iselin Looking out the second story window under the sun through the bluish-gray drapes ...there was something... he found it... Beautiful. Standing beneath a tree speaking a language in which he didn't know he was fluent- HE BREATHES IN I'M TAKEN IN WITH THE WIND and I felt him all around me I knew him... Beautiful. Beautiful! but... I can't speak it. I am speechless there with him, just like him inside him... I just wanted to be being that thing on the sidewalk beautiful- whatever it was that I saw in the curvature of his eyes...