I breathe deeply
Everything's a game now a days
No one loves steeply
No one actually stays

You get what you need and you leave
It's like ******* the nicotine quickly out of your **** cigarette
I mean isn't that what we're taught to believe
(haha)
Taught that using someone shouldn't be something we regret

What happened to us.
Exactly two years and 264 days ago
We were not in lust.
You wouldn't have stooped this ******* low

Now you're burning into my skull
You're something I hate but want to love
And I'm in awe with the **** that you pull
In ongoing mental traffic, let me give you a helpful shove

You want me to show you my body
You don't even tell me you love me anymore
I'm no longer your somebody
Literally you've shut me out, slammed the door

What  even am I to you now?
A ******, dim light that keeps flickering in the back of your mind.
And I'm managing somehow
Attempting to scrape the insides of your ******* mind

But you still treat me like ****
Like this poem I put too much effort into
It's pathetic
So **** it