You asked me why I don't eat meat and I told you that I can't stand the idea of being the reason a living creature gets hurt. You told me They'll get killed anyways and I didn't have a good argument other than I just don't want to be the reason.
You asked me why I felt so guilty about the cuts on your arm and I told you that I can't stand the idea of being the reason a living creature gets hurt. You told me I would have done it eventually anyways and I didn't know what to say other than *I just never wanted to be the reason.