It's one of those nights when you're at home or out for the evening.
Either one, you're not having fun.
Either way, you're not enjoying your day.
You wish things would just calm down, so you don't drown in your thoughts and concerns.
Nothing will calm and your anxiety gets worse.
You feel as if you're ready to burst.
However, you don't burst.
You remain of what seems to be perfectly fine.
But you are not fine.
You wish things could get done a lot easier, because you know it would.
Somehow it doesn't.
Why isn't it easier?
You say "What could have I done to start this?"
And you don't know.
And so, your anger starts rising.
And you still seem to be fine on the outside.
Sadly, no one can see on the inside.
If only they would know how it feels during one of those nights!