Christ hear my plead, I need you to come to my rescue. I need you to do a huge working in me, for I keep failing you. I am not the strong perfect soldier that I need Lord God. As much as you have reveal yourself to me, I should be. I keep allowing my brokenness and hurts keep me,, From being the strong warrior I should already be. God heal me, so that I can stand strong on your word. Bringing others out of this depressive life I am trap in. I do know that you are my hope, my strength, and strong tower. But I am still trap in this depression , over my failures.