where the mind began to twitch all together in the same house where dying came last as we aged and as she did too, so we never left that house. because mother feared the dangers, and we didn't have many friends, we kept our mouths shut, even when we had much to say. mother had her expectations, because we were her kids after all. "don't mess up," never came out of her mouth. "what a lovely painting," i drew and drew until i reached my stages of madness because she didn't seem to care but that's okay not only was i insane, she was too.